I haven’t been great at going to
church lately. I’m not proud of it, but
I’m being honest. Attending Mass had
been on the backburner lately. It all
started a few months ago when week after week we left Mass feeling like we had
just attending a political presentation.
I don’t go to Mass to hear political opinions. Frankly, I hate hearing about politics during
Mass. I got discouraged and I was
slightly embarrassed by the homilies. It
wasn’t good. I decided to take a break
for a little while and then I started feeling guilty for taking a break from
Mass. So, this past weekend Ryan and I
went to Mass. I prayed for a homily that
would inspire us, speak to us and rejuvenate my spirit to come back to
Mass. Boy oh Boy, were my prayers heard
alright!
Father gave a beautiful homily on
humility. At times he went a little
extreme and made it sound that accomplishments and success are to be looked
down upon, which I completely disagree with because when you work hard and
succeed, you should be proud of your accomplishments. Not proud in a boasting, I’m better than you manner, but a healthy sense of accomplishment
isn’t anything to be ashamed about in my opinion. Father spoke about humility and how with
humility comes a great love and appreciation for others. When we are humble, we open our hearts to
others, accept others, and understand others better because we aren’t judging,
we aren’t competing and we don’t have a sense of entitlement. He reminded us that only God knows the inner
workings of our hearts. Only God knows
the motives behind each action. Only God
knows what we have experienced and how we have been impacted. Only God truly knows who we are. God is all-knowing and only God can truly
judge us.
This homily was exactly what Ryan
and I needed. We can both become overly
confident and judgmental at times. It’s
a definitely weakness of ours. I’m
grateful that we heard this beautiful homily and were reminded that we need the
Lord in our life and we need to be more understanding and loving to all of
humanity. Only God knows what’s in our
hearts.
A Prayer for the Virtue of
Humility:
Lord Jesus,
When You walked the earth, Your humility
obscured Your Kingship. Your meekness confused the arrogant, Hindering them
from grasping Your purpose, Your nobleness attending to the destitutes. Teach
me to model after Your eminence, to subject my human nature
to humility. Grant me a natural inclination to never view myself greater than
anyone. Banish all lingering sparks of self-importance That could elevate me
greater than You. Let my heart always imitate Your humility! Amen.
I definitely feel much more
fulfilled after attending Mass. It’s
truly amazing how much my soul thrives off of experiencing the Mass. It is who I am and I have been abandoning it
for selfish reasons. I am still learning
and growing in my faith and
understanding of how much my faith influences my life. While Mass was lacking in my life, Prayer was
very active. Prayer is an integral part
of my life, but not in a traditional sense.
I pray while I drive, I pray while I walk, I pray for people when I’m
reminded of them by a smell, a song, a flower, an image, you name it. Before I go to bed, I pray traditional
prayers. All day long, I pray
nontraditionally, more conversational.
Before meals, I whisper a prayer of thanks. Before dinner, we pray as a family. When I see the moon, I pray one of my
favorite prayers:
I see the moon.
The moon sees me.
God bless the moon
And God bless me.
Amen.
One reason I am super stoked to
have kids is to teach them all the amazing children’s prayers out there
today! There are so many wonderful books
that are packed full of beautiful prayers and stunning pictures! One day…
Much love.